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I think I'm gonna start using LJ..
Why the hell not?
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[22 Nov 2004|02:33pm] |
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I suppose I'll update about the past few days. This weekend was pretty good. Well, Saturday was good, Sunday just sucked.
On Saturday, Charlie came over my house at around 7:00pm and I did his eyebrows (which look FABULOUS if I do say so myself). Then we just hung around here and played on my computer for a while, and went to the pool hall at 8:30-ish to meet up with Matt Nola (Charlie's friend from work). He's reeeeally cool. Halley came a little while after. Matt and I were on a team against Halley and Charlie, and we TOTALLY kicked their asses. We won (or as Charlie says "they LOST, we didn't WIN") 3 times in a row. I actually didn't suck this time! Charlie was cursed by the blue striped ball. It was really funny.
After that, we decided to go to Panera and me and Halley almost died on the way there but that's okay because we didn't. Going there was pretty pointless because no one got anything. So we all went to Starbucks instead. When Halley and I got there, we were walking through the parking lot and a spanish man scared the crap out of us. So we ran frantically into Starbucks. We saw Spencer there!! I haven't seen him in a long time. Then we all went home. It was a really fun night. We're all gonna hang out again sometime over Thanksgiving break.
Sunday.. ALL day I did an entire essay for brit lit, plus typed up a nearly 7-page assignment for Culture & Society. It most certainly was not fun.
Tomorrow is my last day of school for the week. I'm sooooooooooo happy about that. After school tomorrow I believe I am chilling with Jesse, and then hopefully seeing Katie tomorrow night!! I really can't wait to see her<3333.
Okay I'm done. Peeeeeace.
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Well, nothing too interesting has been happening. I've pretty much been an emotional roller coaster lately. Some sadness, some happiness, some regret, some confusion, some frustration, some pessimism, some optimism. A little of everything. But for now, things seem to be going well. Life is ironic. Jesse is awesome.
Mehhh I have to write 2 essays this weekend...definitely will NOT be fun. :(
School has been surprisingly pleasant as well. Yesterday, Jason and I made friends with the Asian kid in our Freshmen Orientation class & Freshmen Seminar class. We just sat down next to him during the break between those 2 classes while he was on a computer in the University Center and started talking to him. It was random.
Hahahaha my mom just screamed down the stairs "I'll be right back, I have to go pick up Aunt Mary's teeth!" ...sorry...I thought it was amusing, lol.
So basically what I've learned from everything that's happened, is that love hurts sometimes but it's all worth it in the end. Every breakup, every broken heart, teaches us a valuable lesson. Even though it hurts like hell now, things could be a lot worse, and it really DOES get better...and eventually we are led to something a million times better than we ever imagined to be possible. And until then, the only thing to do (even though it may seem impossible), is accept the fact that they're gone and things will never be the same, and move on. But don't be bitter towards them, instead, remember everything good that you shared with them. Be thankful that someone opened themselves up to you and appreciated you, and for that one period of time, you meant the world to someone. Time waits for no one.. don't fall behind.
I'm really happy that I've finally come to these realizations...I've gotten my insight back, and I'm not numb to all emotion anymore. For the first time in a long time, I'm able to write down what I'm feeling. Clarity is so refreshing.
Well that's it for now, and I leave you with this--
( ♥ meow ♥ )
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Yeahh so I feel like I've been neglecting my livejournal, so I decided to start it back up again. I'll probably just post the same things in here that I post in my deadjournal, but oh well.
I'll do a real update later, just wanted to say hi.
♥ Alison.
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1.FULL NAME: Al. Is. On.
2. WHO WERE YOU NAMED AFTER?: No one.
3. SCHOOL: East Meadow High School, soon to be Adelphi University!!!
4. RIGHT OR LEFT HANDED: Righty
5. NICKNAMES: Alli, Snickerdoodle, Kitti
6. BIRTHDAY: October 31
7. ZODIAC SIGN: Scorpio
8. AGE: 17
9. GRADE: 12
10. HOMETOWN: East Meadow
11.HEIGHT: 5'5
12. HAIR COLOR: Blonde
13. EYE COLOR: Light brown
14. DESCRIBE YOURSELF: NO.
15. SIBLINGS: None
16. OLDEST, YOUNGEST, OR MIDDLE: STOP!
17. PETS: Sushi & Little Bob [my kittiesss]
18. AIM SCREEN NAMES: xX alysyn Xx
19. LAST CD YOU BOUGHT: I think it was The Starting Line...I've been getting lots of burned CDs lately.
20. LAST MOVIE YOU SAW IN THE THEATER: Paycheck
21. LAST MOVIE YOU RENTED: Romeo and Juliet
22. DO YOU ACTUALLY LIKE MATH?: Not at all
23. WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND: Halley
24. FAVORITE LYRIC: Way too many to name just one
25. FAVORITE SONG: Konstantine
26. BEST GIRLFRIEND/BOYFRIEND YOU HAD: Steve
28. HOW MANY PEOPLE ARE IN YOUR ADDRESS BOOK: Enough.
29. ARE YOU ON ANY SPORTS TEAM?: Colorguard, yes it IS a sport.
30. HOW LONG ARE YOU IN THE SHOWER?: 20-ish minutes
31. WORST FEAR: Elevators
32. BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD? Love
33. WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD?: Guilt
34. DO YOU HAVE A JOB?: Nope
35. WHAT COLLEGE DO YOU GO TO OR WANT TO: Gonna go to Adelphi
*FAVORITES*
36. SUBJECT IN SCHOOL: CHEMISTRY!!!!!!! lol.
37. LEAST FAVORITE SUBJECT: Math
38. SPORT: colorguard, gymnastics
39. TEACHER: Tom Trocchio
40. GAME: eh.
41. BAND: Dashboard Confessional
42. ACTRESS: not sure
43. ACTOR: Shane West *drools*
44. MOVIE: Newsies
45. TV SHOW: The Real World, MadTV
46. STORE: Forever 21, Mandee
47. SOUND: music
48. SMELL: Curve :D
49. PLACE TO GO ON VACATION?: Sunny Hill
50. SCARY MOVIE: The Ring
51. VIDEO: ?
52. BOOK: The Outsiders, Catcher in the Rye
53. MONTH: May
54. CLOTHES: my favorite jeans that just got a hole in them today :( ...and my zip-up hoodie from Old Navy
55. FOOD: ummmmmmmmm lots.
56. COLOR: pink, silver
57. ALCOHOLIC BEVERAGE: Smirnoff Ice [I haven't really had anything else...lol]
58. GUM: ewwwwwwwww ew ew ew eww
59. DAY: Friday, Saturday
*WHAT DO YOU THINK OF *
60. YOUR MOM: annoying at times but we usually get along
61. BILL CLINTON: whatever
62. LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: non-existant
63. ABORTION: pro choice
64. TEENAGE SMOKING: don't do it
65. EATING DISORDERS: stupid
66. MARILYN MANSON: scary as hell
67. GUY BANDS: whatever boats your float...yeah.
68. DEATH: far away
69. TITANIC: I actually liked that movie.
70. JERRY SPRINGER: funny to watch
71. SUICIDE: stupid
72. SOUTH PARK: even more stupid.
73. RELIGION: screw it
* WHEN YOU HEAR THIS NAME, WH(at)O DO YOU THINK OF? *
74. RYAN: Stiles [from Who's Line is it Anyway]
75. BOB: DANA! lol
76. ZACH: Jay
77. MORGAN: a horse
78. STACY: stupid name
79. STEPHANIE: Brian Hack's sister
80. BRIAN: Berko
81. JASON: scary guy with white mask and chainsaw
82. JESSICA: dumb common name
83. HEATHER: *shrug*
84. ERIN: irish
85. AMY: DO YOU HAVE A BELLYBUTTON?
86. SARAH: freshman techie
87. BRITTANY: speeeeeeears
88. CHRIS: Romano.
89. JAMIE: cheese
* THIS OR THAT *
90. APPLES OR BANANAS: apples
91. APPLES OR ORANGES: apples
92. RED OR BLUE: red
93. WAL-MART OR TARGET: neither
94. SUMMER OR WINTER: summer
96. HIGH SCHOOL OR COLLEGE: College
97. PAPER OR PLASTIC: whatever boats your float
98. DEAF OR BLIND: neither
99. TRUTH OR DARE: Dare
100. NIGHT OR DAY: depends
101. CHOCOLATE CHIP OR OATMEAL RAISIN: chocolate chip
102. OCEAN OR POOL: pool
103. CAKE OR PIE: cake
104. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA: vanilla
105. BOXERS OR BRIEFS: boxers
106. PANTIES OR THONGS: thongs
107. CATS OR DOGS: cats
108. DO YOU LIKE TO WHACK OFF: ...no.
109. GUN OR KNIFE: ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh sharp objects ahhhhhhhhhh
110. PANCAKES OR FRENCH TOAST: pancakes
111. BITTER OR SWEET: sweet
112. SILVER OR GOLD: silver
113. GOLD OR WHITE GOLD: white gold
114. DIAMONDS OR PEARLS: diamonds
115. HUGS OR KISSES: bothhh
116. CROUTONS OR BACON BITS: Croutons
117. DO YOU LIKE TO SUCK TITS: nope, can't say that I do
118. DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICAN: both suck monkeys
119. SMOWAY?: butt?
120. BATMAN OR SUPERMAN: Batman
121. SUN OR MOON: moon
122. PENCILS OR PENS: pens
123. SUNSET OR SUNRISE: sunset
124. FUNGUS: where?
125. CRUSHED OR CUBED: monkeys?
126. SHOWERS OR BATHS: showers
127. KETCHUP OR MUSTARD: ketchup
128. GLASSES OR CONTACTS: neither
129. BE CALLED OR CALL SOMEONE: being called
130. DRIVER OR PASSENGER: driver y0
131. SUNNY OR RAINY: sunny
132. PAGER OR CELL PHONE: cell phone
133. LOOKS OR PERSONALITY: both
134. MALL OR MOVIES: mall
135. BLACK OR WHITE: gray
136. AIRPLANE OR TRAIN: airplane
137. LOSE A TOE OR FINGER: toe
138. PIERCED NOSE OR TONGUE: tongue
141. SIMPLE OR COMPLICATED: simple
142. LAW OR ANARCHY: anarchy!!
143. FLOWERS OR ANGELS: both
144. GREY OR GRAY: gray
145. READ OR WRITE: write
146. COLOR OR BLACK AND WHITE PHOTOS: both
147. M&M'S OR SKITTLES: M&M's
148. RAP OR ROCK: rock
149. STAY UP LATE AND WAKE UP LATE OR GO TO BED EARLY AND WAKE UP EARLY: stay up late and wake up late
150. TV OR RADIO: TV
151. BLUE OR BLACK: blue
152. WHAT CAME FIRST THE CHICKEN OR THE EGG: chicken
153. HOT OR COLD: hot
154. BIG OR LITTLE TOWEL: big
155. TALL OR SHORT MEMBERS OF THE OPPOSITE SEX: tall
157. SEX IN THE MORNING OR NIGHT: both
158. LEFT OR RIGHT: up
159. 10 ACQUAINTANCES OR 1 BEST FRIEND: 1 best friend
160. HIGH OR DRUNK: neither
163. LOVE OR LUST: love
164. KIDS OR NO KIDS: no kids...for now at least
165. HALF EMPTY OR HALF FULL: who cares
166. HARD COVER BOOKS OR SOFT: soft
167. NEWSPAPER OR MAGAZINE: Magazine
168. SHOES OR SANDALS: sandals
169. WONDER OR AMAZEMENT: ........
170. RED CAR OR WHITE CAR: red
171. HAPPY AND POOR, SAD AND RICH, OR HALF AND HALF: happy/poor
172. SINGING OR DANCING: both
173. CORDUROY OR PLAID: both
174. HAPPY OR SAD: happyyy
175. PURPLE OR GREEN: purple
177. PEPSI OR COKE?: Pepsi
178. LETTERMAN OR LENO: conan
180. SPICE GIRLS OR ALL SAINTS?: ...
181. BEVERLY HILLS 90210 OR DAWSON'S CREEK?: neither.
182. 7TH HEAVEN OR PARTY OF FIVE: 7th Heaven
183. DIET PEPSI OR PEPSI ONE: meh
184. CHOCOLATES OR FLOWERS: flowers
185. SNOWBOARDING OR SKATEBOARDING: skateboarding
186. SKATING OR SURFING: both
187. TACOS OR BURRITOS: Tacos
188. M&M'S OR REESE'S PIECES: M&M's
* DO YOU... *
189. BELIEVE IN HEAVEN AND HELL?: no
191. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ALIENS?: no
192. DO YOU BELIEVE IN YOURSELF?: at times
193. DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED: someday
194. WHAT DO YOU DO THAT MAKES YOUR FRIENDS MAD?: ummm I don't know.
195. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS DO TO MAKE YOU SAD: stuff
196. DO YOU HAVE ANY STUFFED ANIMALS?: yup
197. DO YOU HAVE ANY BAD HABITS?: yes
198. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE RESTAURANT?: Cozymels
199. WHERE IS YOUR FAVORITE HANGOUT?: pool hall
200. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LOVE SONG?: "I'll Be" by Edwin McCain.
201. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SAD SONG?: "Konstantine" by Something Corporate.
202. WHAT ARE YOU THINKING AT THIS VERY MOMENT?: I want Doritos.
205. THE LAST PHONE NUMBER YOU CALLED?: Matt Pane, haha
206. THE LAST TV SHOW YOU WATCHED: Full House
207. BEEN ON A PLANE: yes
208. GONE SWIMMING IN THE OCEAN: yup
209. GONE SKINNY DIPPING: nope
210. CRIED IN PUBLIC: I don't think so
211. LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: mhmm
212. FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: almost
213. FELL ASLEEP WHILE EATING: ..no
214. GONE TO CHURCH: yeah
215. READ THE BIBLE?: some of it
216. CLIMBED A TREE: yes
218. GONE SKIING: no
219. GONE SNOWBOARDING: no
220. FELL ASLEEP DURING A SCARY MOVIE: no
221. GONE ALL NIGHT WITHOUT SLEEP: actually, no
222. STAYED UP ALL NIGHT TALKING TO SOMEONE: not ALL night, but close to it
223. BEEN TO CAMP: yep
224. PLAYED SOCCER: not intentionally
225. BEEN TO A PRO BASEBALL GAME: yes
226. SEEN A PRO BASKETBALL GAME: no
227. KISSED A GIRL: kind of, lol
228. SAT IN A RESTAURANT WITHOUT ORDERING: yeah
229. EATEN SUSHI: ew
230. EATEN FISH: yea
231. WANTED TO DIE: yea
232. MET A CELEBRITY: yea
233. MET THE PRESIDENT: nope
234. DRIVEN A CAR: yes
235. GONE W/OUT WASHING YOUR HAIR FOR A WEEK: no
236. BROKEN SOMETHING VALUABLE?: probably
237.BOUGHT ICE CREAM FROM AN ICE CREAM TRUCK: yes
238. USED YOUR PARENTS CREDIT CARD?: yes
239. BEEN SCARED TO GET A SHOT: no
241. SHOPPED AT ABERCROMBIE & FITCH: yeah
242. SHOPPED AT GAP: yeah
243. SHOPPED AT OLD NAVY: yeah
244. THOUGHT YOU WERE IN LOVE: yep
246. WATCHED MTV AT 4 IN THE MORNING: yea
247. TIPPED OVER IN A PORTABLE TOILET: no, but I want to
249. CAUGHT A FISH: yes
250. SNUCK OUT OF YOUR HOUSE: yeah, but my mom knew about it beforehand...don't ask.
251. BEEN HURT BY A GUY/GIRL YOU LOVED: yes
252. GONE TO ANOTHER COUNTRY: nope
253. WET THE BED: nope
256. BROKEN THE LAW?: no, I'm a good girl
257. RAN FROM THE COPS: no
258. STOLE SOMETHING: no
259. KILLED SOMEONE IN YOUR THOUGHTS?: yes
260. BEEN IN A CAR ACCIDENT: no
261. BEEN BEAT UP: probably
262. BEATEN UP SOMEONE: probably
263. SKIPPED SCHOOL: no
264. CHEATED ON A TEST: probably
265. BEEN STABBED IN THE BACK BY A "FRIEND": nah
266. STABBED SOMEONE IN THE BACK: nah
267. BUNGEE JUMPED: nope
268. MADE YOURSELF THROW-UP: ick no
269. MADE YOURSELF CRY TO GET OUT OF TROUBLE: yeah
270. HAVE YOUR TONSILS OR APPENDIX REMOVED: no
272. SAID " I LOVE YOU" AND NOT MEANT IT: yup
274. BEEN TO NEW YORK: uhhhhhhhhh I don't knowwwww!
280. DANCED NAKED: yup
281. HAD A CRAZY DREAM, AND HAVE IT HAPPEN IN REAL LIFE: nope
282. STALKED SOMEONE: yes...CARLOS DOMINGUEZ.
283. HAD A MUD BATH: no
284. WISHED YOU WERE THE OPPOSITE SEX: yes
285. HAD AN IMAGINARY FRIEND: Yes. Mindi the imaginary pheasant.
286. DRANK: yeah
287. DRUGS: no
288. LIED: yeah
289. CLUBBING: myeh
291. BEEN PLAYED: yeah
292. PLAYED SOMEONE: no
293. SNUCK OUT: ...
294. GOT YOUR EAR PIERCED: yep
297. ABUSED SOMEONE: not that I know of
298. HAD A CRUSH: uhhhhhhhhhhhh yeah
299. STREAKED: no
301. HAD SEX CAUSE YOU NEEDED MONEY: no
302. HAD SEX: no
303. QUESTIONED YOUR FAITH: yeah
304. QUESTIONED YOUR SEXUALITY: no
* ARE YOU...*
305. A BOY: no
306. A GIRL: yes
307. A WUSS: when it comes to roller coasters, yes
308. A CLASS CLOWN: no
309. A GOODIE-TWO-SHOES: no
310. A DAYDREAMER: yes
311. A GOOD LISTENER: I try to be
312. A PROCRASTINATOR: definitely
313. AN ATHEIST: not sure
314. A HOMOSEXUAL: no
316. AN ALCOHOLIC: no
317. A DRUGGIE: no
*...FRIENDS...*
321. BEST FRIENDS: Halley, Katie, Caleb, Steve, Ahsan
323. SWEETEST: Caleb
324. MOST INNOCENT: Jen
325. CUTEST COUPLE: ehhhhh we're all cute
326. SMARTEST: Jen
327. QUIETEST: none of my friends know the meaning of that word
328. LOUDEST: Halley
329. WEIRDEST: Ahsan
330. NEWEST: Hmmm...I guess Jesse and Vinny
331. HAVEN'T SEEN THE LONGEST (LIVES NEAR YOU): not sure
332. HAVEN'T SEEN THE LONGEST (LIVES FAR AWAY): Kim
334. FUNNIEST: Halley, Katie
335. CRAZIEST: Halley, Katie
336. HAPPIEST: don't know
337. FAVORITE: I don't have a favorite
* FIRST AND LAST*
342. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU SAW: my mom
343. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED ON THE PHONE: Matt
344. WHO WAS YOUR FIRST CRUSH: Christian Dominguez
345. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WENT TO THE MALL: on Sunday with Sam
346. WHO DID YOU HAVE YOUR LAST FIGHT WITH: dunno
347. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU TOOK A BATH: a few months ago
348. WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE YOU SAW: Romeo and Juliet
349. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON THAT YOU SAID "I LOVE YOU" TO? Steve
350. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON TO TELL YOU THEY LOVE YOU? Steve
351. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU SMILE?: Katie
352. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED AND WHY?: dunno
353. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON TO SEE YOU CRY: dunno
354. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY: dunnnno
355. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON WHO SPENT THE NIGHT AT YOUR HOUSE: I think Halley
356. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU SHARED A DRINK WITH: WHO CARES
359. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON WHO YELLED AT YOU: probably my mom
360. SENT YOU AN E-MAIL: DJ comments from lots of people
*PERSONAL*
362. WHO HAVE YOU CRIED TO OR WITH?: my family
363. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE PERSON TO TALK TO ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?: Ahsan
364. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE PERSON TO TALK TO ABOUT LIFE?: Halley
365. WHO DO YOU HATE?: last year's English teacher
366. WHO MAKES YOU ANGRY?: many people
367. WHO WOULD YOU WANT TO MEET?: Caleb :D.
368. WHO DO YOU MISS?: Kim
369. WHO WOULD YOU DIE FOR?: hmmmm
371. WHO IS THE NICEST PERSON YOU KNOW?: Brenda
372. WHO IS THE MEANEST PERSON YOU KNOW?: Death Metal Tom...but we love him anyway
373. WHO IS THE MOST ATTRACTIVE PERSON YOU KNOW?: don't know
374. WHO IS THE UGLIEST PERSON YOU KNOW?: that's mean
376. WHO IS THE CRAZIEST PERSON YOU KNOW?: all my friends are insane
377. WHAT DO YOU THINK THE MEANING OF LIFE IS?: to live. to love. to die.
378. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS MEAN TO YOU?: everything<3
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Today in Band, Mr. Engle announces that we have playing tests on Monday. Uhmmmmmmm, gay. I actually brought my flute home, but whether or not I'll practice is a different story. 5th period lunch was pretty empty today. It was only me, Berko, Dana, and Vinny. And Keith. But he sits at the other table looking cynical. Lexi was absent, so math was so pointless. But our new teacher is really nice. Hahahahaha Economics was great. Mr. Rodahan [our student teacher] taught the lesson today and Maggie and I were staring/drooling the whole time. It was funny. He's hott. 8th period was myeh. My dad picked me up at 4:30, and we went to Chili's. I got quesadillas and they were yummy. Then we went food shopping. I'm not usually this monotone. Sorry.
Little Bob scratched up my hand and it looks so stupid. It kinda looks like I tried cutting myself on the top of my hand, lol. Kbyee.
♥ Alison
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Thanks to Berko for making my layout and stuff all cool-looking. I don't want to go to school tomorrow. It's late. I'm tired. Bye.
♥ Alison
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